mood for today: excited

in rotation: isqm movie

damn i am so bored here..blah blah blah..i know that i should be paying attention..but hah.im not...so lets recap..

hmmm...how has life been for me? its been rough the last 2 weeks, but honestly, i got through it..i was goin through a lot of stress with rush..school.and personals....but i was able to overcome everything...

as for chi delts...we got 9 girls!!!! hehee....im sooo excited for theta pledge class...we are so excited for you guys and i hope that you guys will have a lot of fun with us..hehehe....

hmmm...kakakkakkakaasdhfjahlsdjfhasjkdfhalsdhfljaksdf..bored as fuck..and i have a LONG night ahead of me sooooo......good luck to me! alright class is about to end sooooo....i'll be back later...bye byeeeeee

mood for today: stresssssssed

in rotation: the video in my isqm class

sooo..im in class right now and i am so freaking broed..lets see what theresa was up to today..i woke up and jus came over because he was on campus early and didn't have anywhere to kick it until his class..so he called just when i woke up and chilled...then we went to the lair and chilled and i got to see lots of faces that ive missed sooo much alll summer..then i went to the coffee place to see if they were hiring and they were so i got a job now on campus...my training starts tomorrow..go me! and guess what? my big sis and jen work with me too!!! so im soo excited for that...then after i had so much time to kill before my first class at 230...so i just chilled in my room till then and yea...hmmm..what else..thennnnnnn....went to class..accounting..good shit..my teacher seems pretty cool so yea...and then after i went to flier for rush...dude im soo scared..but im not even goin to get into that..and then after that i am now at my isqm class being hella freakin bored...lalalal..its cool..my teacher seems pretty chill so its coo....after me and the roomie is goin to make some din din and then we have an xdelt meeting...thennn..start my homework like a good lil girl..hehehe....maybe visit edgar tonight but idun think i want to because i have work in the morning and i dun want to be late for it....the next two weeks pray for me..i have a lot of shit to deal with and i really hope that i'll be able to get through it and that all my plans go through.....soooooo yea...other than that...let me just talk..talk talk talk and just talk about life..

          where do i stand in my life? well..im very content with the person that i have become and the people that i surround myself with...it hurts that people that i was once close to i am not anymore..but yah know..its ok..i was pissed about it..i was bitter..but i got over it...why? becuase i realize that people grow apart..people grow up and do their own thing..and that's ok..but when people cross the line..and start doin other shit..then that's another story..but yah know...ive said my piece and honestly...REALLY HONESTLY...after saying what ive had to say..im ok already...that when i see people..or talk to them...i'll be coo..and i'll walk away still being coo and not irritated or bitter or whatever..because for real ive learned that there are more important things in my life that are more worth making a fit about.yah know!? but yea..ahha...read liza's xanga..i think its freakin funny! lol..but yea anyway...maybe i should start paying attention to the video..till then

ps..i like e.u

mood for today: sick

currently playing : usher "yeah"

welllll...i guess the chapter for my summer is now about to close and i am about to embark into my second year of college....this summer has been fun...chillen with great people at home whom i know always gots my back..(( 3 musketeers hehe))...goin up to irvine to chill with a special someone...clubbing with the sisters and friends...and lots more...man..i just am so excited about what this year has in store for me...i feel like this year i feel like the phrase im goin to live by is " im ready to loose myself in life and find myself along the way." one thing that i recognize about myself since i left san diego for a year and then come home is that i have found a lot more confidence in myself..im not afriad of saying the things that i want to say and i am more out spoken...i learned that after a year of trying to be friends with people..you can't keep hold of the people that were once dear to your heart because i understand now that people chance..people grow apart..if its bad or good..i denno..but it happens...and as much as you may try and want things to be the way they were at one point..it can't...because life has to go on..and i understand that....

                on a lighter note..PARTY THIS FRIDAY AT THE GREEN HOUSE...wHoo whOO!!!..shit i haven't partied the way that i have in la in a loooong ass time and i can't wait to see those faces that ive missed all summer...man..i guess i didn't realize how close ive become with these people until i spent like 4 months away from them..hahaha...but shit...eta class whoO hOo!! you know we're goin to party like its cross over all over again..ahahah...be got to because we ain't goin to be the babies anymore..ahha..but yea..alright..i got to get back to packing my shit now..till then peoples.. 

mood for today: sleepy and lazy

in rotation: officially missing you (tamia)

well..this was my crazy week..and it doesn't seem to be over until after tuesday...then here come finals..awww shit!!!! two more weeks of school..actually..1 more week plus finals..i can't believe that this year has come to an end...it's sooo weird..but its koo...i think that we all need a break from everything that's been going on...lets see..friday was barts party and it was some fun shit..i got soooo fucked up dude..lol..ive never felt so sick before...so the next night at formals i couldn't drink becaue just the sheer thought of it made me want to yack! but it was fun shit..i got formals and installs and rush for next year..so im hella excited for that. but yea...anyway...here are some pictures of formal

me n my big sis..hehe.she so sessy

fall TWO-K-THREE!!!

me n my handsome date edgar...eheehe

but yea..it was hella fun..then on sunday i stayed up studying for my psyc exam..then monday stayed up for econ..shitttt....and im not done yet..still got a paper and math exam so study for..but lets just see how the rest of this weeks goes...but yea.tomrrow is our club night so if anyone is interested...club sensations at the hop in longbeach..call me if you want to go and get vip passes..it's goin to be poppin so yalls better go!

mood for today: sleepy

in rotaion: for you (kenny lattimore)

well then..im bored..everyone is in class..and im out..so i decided to put some pictures up from spring break..hehe..so here we goooo..

here is a picture of me and the papa at his 50th birthday celebration

my cutie patootie ayan boy...hehe''so cute yah?

dinner downtown san diego with my sisters...love yah guys..thanks for coming down!

us at the beach in coronado..it was pretty

half of ETA CLASS...hehe

me and my baby nik nak

me n my other babes step on me..

me n some of the guys at fusion..cheering on AJ..hehe.

me n someone's feet in the sand..why we took a picture? don't ask why...

haha...yes..that's small world...

last picture of us at venice beach..good talks...good laughs..good timesyess..that's me n mr. uaje/pimp/pro-cupcaker..yah yah yah..